I feel so much better. /* TFP - lyricinterpretations */ Perhaps, I would just die before this course ends. And I would love to see your art work. Thank you for your advises, Bear890, but I unfortunately, I don't have any doctor. All lyrics are property and copyright of their owners.

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I hope you follow your own desired path one day and make your parents respect your own destiny. They were yelling at me, not talking to me, hurting me with words when I told them that I don't want to be a nurse.

I was kinda opposite of you - my parents would let me go to agricultural college or theatre school or beauty school or anything i had interests in - they wanted me to work without a college education and forced me into working in an office at 16 - ı hate it and was not fully equiped for adult life . we don't want your kind words obviously, or we would contact suicide prevention. And he's been looking for the answers to his problems but the answers were within him. I was wondering if there's any other career like physiotherapy or pharmacist, that would appeal to you? He could have been talking about hanging himself. I really need a help! Facing the hurt you once caused others is a lot at times so you just have to fall wide awake into a future where hopefully you have learned from your past. O my God !!! You CAN work this out, so don't do anything drastic - promise me this!! And even though he's been forgiven and told it will be alright. And I've talk to my parents so much time!
Thank you so much everyone! My parents never understand me.

They want me to be a nurse, because they think this is the best job in the world. They are very strict! You are here on this planet to live your own life, not to live through their needs/wants/expectations. Chester is explaining how nobody can save him. "Watch the ground giving way". Keep writing here and go ahead and rant - get your frustrations out but don't punish yourself. I lost my brother to suicide, so I'm vehemently against it. 5 Manipulation Tactics Narcissistic Parents Use To Control Their Adult Children, Dating the Wrong People and Ways to Break The Cycle, The 5 Causes of Anger and How to Find Forgiveness, When the Building Blocks of Emotional Healthiness Are Missing. song: "Nobody Can Save Me", well wat im geting at i gess is fuck your parents seracly if they are sujesting not exepting u u should abandin them besides you can alwas remmember them see i left my family becuse if i beter my self i can beter them pasing an idea by creating a focal point your self we are more important then doctor i make art that will influence someone people hundreds of years from now they will cary you, if your sad becus you cant make art thats how i felt when i was younger i choked my self to sleep evryday i never told that to anyone thats when i had to leave i left my ant drothers sister behind in puerto rico i was so safe there but no one even aloud me to have my oun drawings they just would throu them away i would hid them in a hole in thw chicken coop out back then , then i pland to go live with my mother wich i knew she was going to still go back in to drugs i left evryone i loved to become an artist pluse its not that bad if u can stand being alone for long time it gets beter im 21 now and i becom 500 times beter evry day u r not sad diprest nore crazy for wanting to kill your selff its your lack of expresing your self people like use ned to creat new ideas new lifes to speak to people for use if not wer alone an dead already so pleas dont die twice u can still fix wat you parent fucked up and killed pleas become who you r not just for you but life trees and the squerls tha, amd for the squerls that falow peopl in the morning and the run up a tree lol even i you think its to late its not there were meany artist that were not artis the first hafe of there lifes like divinci he was an inventer balev me im not the only one that makes mony pluse if i can make it as an artist u can befenetly make it as a disiner thay make wayyyy more mony i know this one guy that works for sevral compinys like nike and he only went to art school 4 2 years lol if it wasent for wanting to become a cureator i would live in a barn and make art like a maneac balive me if u chose to become an artist it will help u feel alot beter, talk to your techers and go to the neareast art school ask for help they will understand andkeep trieing they need to see your love for art ples do this set up meding with them to help you gid you to a beter portfolio balive me you ave lotts of things to explore in art i love it al with out it id be dead go to art galleries and meuseums ask peo'le for good art schools near you i think you should start makeing your oun wourld you can still be an artist one big thing draw like 500 times more and doble it evry month and i ashour u youll get all or most of school payed for make 100 fast draings of things in your room not mor then 5 min drawings detal is not importent its the idea of it, baleve me there are worst perents for inctence my mother sold moe to a drug lord for a 8 ball of crack i had to sell drugs for him it was my 9th grad it was bad i got away and lived with sevreal friends bad thing about that i have had so much probloms with finacal aid this year becus i have no gardiean i had nothing now i have a bag of close and a shit lode of art suplies lol i work as a cook ocasinaly but not this simester im only doing art since drugs finaly got my fother killed i have to make lots of art to expres my self i fell like a vesal full of lonlynes and eptynes u need to fill that up with love and pasion do wat is best 4 you not anyone elsa, I am extreamly depressed my self.I also cut& burn. I really miss drawing! I want you to live and know there's a future for you.

It's all because I have been molested from the time I was 4 yrs. Here is the link: Thank you very much for your support, Bella! i am 38. when i was 21 i attempted suicide - not because i particularly wanted to die - but because i didnt want to live - i know now the pain was creater than my coping skills. I relate it to my recent experience as I have become a born again Christian and am leaving behind alcohol and addiction. document.write('
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It's not interesting and difficult for me! But my parents think that this is a bad job, and didn't let me go to the designer program. I will post my drawings for sure! Thank you for your kind words! })(); (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); Chester is explaining how nobody can save him. Honestly, they are not the best parents. What is the easiest way to do that? Nobody Can Save Me (Official Audio) - Linkin Park - YouTube I hate everything related to medicine and I've never wanted to be a nurse. The problem lies within his mind and his struggles with addiction and overcoming his past.

I can draw very good. So, I just don't know what to do... Now I just want to die. Our thoughts and prayers are with him and his loved ones. They want me to be a nurse, because they think this is the best job in the world. I interpreted it a little differently, to me the lyric, I wanna fall wide awake now, is him saying that his eyes have been closed for so long and he's been to busy looking into his past.

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